Douse The Lights!

I'm probably gonna wrap up this blog real soon. Decided on moving to Freewebs. Hopefully I'll get everything sorted out by next month. Thanks!





Random Thought Of The Day:





Skittles...

Yeah, taste the rainbow. TASTE IT!

And also another...

The Academy Is... rocks! Panic At The Disco rocks! Cobra Starship rocks!

Listening to: Guilty Pleasure by Cobra Starship. It's on repeat. :D

OMG I LUVS MEH NEW MCR T SHIRT! YEAHH I GOT ONE... FINALLY. HAPPY :DDDDDD

xoxo NEA

PS ENO not ENA :D

These Watermelon Smiles Just Can't Ripen Underwater

So, it's Thanksgiving. Hope the readers are enjoying the holidays.

Here's a list of what (and who) I'm thankful for.

1) My friends and family. :D cause I love em.

2) My guitar (RIP Pansy) and my notebooks, without them I could have never written any of my songs.

3) Gerard fucking Arthur Way who is soon to become Gerard fucking Arthur Way the dad. Congrats to both him and Lyn-Z on the new addition to the family!!

4) Mikey James Way, the coolest, coffee addicted bassist and brother.

5) Frank Anthony Iero, the best tattoo covered rhythm guitarist and friend,

6)Ray Ortiz Toro, the greatest lead guitarist and the man with the 'fro.

And last but not least,

7) Bob Nathaniel Bryar, the awesomest blond drummer with the adorable dog.

My Chemical Romance, people!

Next on meh list o' thanks...

8) George Ryan Ross The III, the super-talented guitarist with the cute smile. :D

9) Brendon Boyd Urie, the fantastic vocalist with the hyper attitude.

10) Spencer Smith, the freaking drummer of drums! (I ran out of adjectives)

11) Jonathon Jacob Walker, bassist that rocks the stage and rocks the flip-flops!

Panic At The Disco, everybody!

Not to forget some others...

12) Fall Out boy which is Patrick Stump, Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz The Third, Joe Trohman and Andy Hurley.

13) The Academy Is... consisting of William Beckett, Adam T. Siska (Sisky Biz!), Mike Carden, Michael Chislett, and Andrew Mrotek.

14) Cobra Starship equals Gabriel 'Gabe' Saporta, Victoria Asher, Ryland Blackinton, Nate Navarro and Alex Saurez.

15) Last but not least, Slash! At The Disco and FicWad for supplying my daily dose of fanfics.

And all the things above are what I am nost thankful for today. THE END.

All my love... HAPPY THANKSGIVING GUYS!

xoxo ILY MCRPATDFOBTAICS... GAWMJWFAIROTBNBGRRTTBBUSSJJWPSPLKWTTJTAHWBATSMCMCAMGSVARBNNAS

PS Haha, I think I went overboard with the squishing together all the names.

Yes We're All Too Small To Talk To God

Ahh. Holidays are getting to me. I'm so bored, you wouldn't even imagine.

Alright, well I just finished a couple of fanfics and I thought maybe I could post the links on here.

They're bandom fics (revolved around particular bands) and in this case, Panic At The Disco. Both one-shots.

This one is rather creepy: The Mirror-http://www.ficwad.com/story/112713

And this one quite cute: Forever And A Day-http://www.ficwad.com/story/112649

And there ya go.

Two horribly written fanfics (though I must say, I like The Mirror more so).

Well, see ya.

xoxo Mwahaha I wrote something.

PS Finally!

Boys Will Be Boys

Woot! Two posts in one day! This goes to show how bored I can get sometimes.

Yay... time to post videos!

NME 60 Second Interview With Ryan Ross And Jon Walker

And that's all for now. I don't really feel like waiting for three more videos to upload... now I'm kinda on Yahoo Answers.

Is it just me, or is Yahoo Answers just plain addictive?

I mean, you just click on a random question and answer it. How simple is that?

Okay, again... signing off.

See ya later my not-so-friends... mwahahaha!

xoxo HAHA RYRO AND JWALK ROCK

PS "Alladin, cause he's fucking awesome!" Haha, momentary spasm there, Ryan?

Allow Me To Exaggerate A Memory Or Two

Well... holidays are boring. Obviously.

The only things keeping me from losing all sanity are:

1) Fanfics (Thank FicWad, Quizilla, Fanworks and LiveJournal)

2) The Academy Is... (OMG William Beckett is freaking awesome)

3) Panic At The Disco (The live DVD was great)

4) Fall Out Boy (Yay... Folie a Deux rocks)

5) MySpace (Check out this band, The Downtown Fiction)

And that practically sums it up.

Listening to: Black Mamba by The Academy Is...

Loving the new album Fast Times At Barrington High. So cool. Yea. Haha.

Writing a christmas fanfic. Something short and fluffy about the Decaydance/Fueled By Ramen family having a party... ahah. Little surprises here and there.

Definitely involving a little slash... haha...

QUOTE OF THE MONTH

"You're so far in the closet, you're the King of fucking Narnia."

Yep.

Signing off. Das vid anya... creeps.

xoxo ME LUVS TAI...

PS And I know a certain someone with an obsession for William Beckett... sweet blog.

But There Ain't No Sunshine In Your Eyes, We Must Reinvent Love

Hey guys. Been a while since I've updated.

Sorry to say... Rant Part 2 is not coming out.

Instead, I'm here to talk about MORE boring stuff.

Whoop-dee-fucking-doo.

Anyways... I wrote this incredibly cheesy poem and me hopes them readers can comment. Please?? (Bad grammar, yes.)

Here's it. Damn short, I'm just warning you:

It was all but summer's end,
All he had was a guitar, a pick, and a pen,
The crowd's attention was easily gained,
By a melody so eerily attained,
Strumming the chords, perfecting his song,
He was singing to the Moon and the Sun all along,
Walking on by, a figure of the past,
Stopped to see the one he loved last,
Memories thought to be long gone,
Found through yet another simple song,
Calling his name, across the street,
Hoping that they could meet,
After all this time,
For so long,
The Sun and The Moon,
Found love once more...

Tada.

And if you can guess... who do you think the poem is focused on?

It's easy for people who went to SKSJ. I'll give you one minute.

Crickets chirping...

Aww come on! It's so easy!!

Never mind then. Well, COMMENT PEOPLE!!

~Gives you all virtual cookies for reviews~

Joking. But, comment. I'm so lonely. =D

xoxo T

PS I THINK THIS PIC IS CUTE.




You don't like it? I DON'T CARE. =D

But You Wouldn't...Would You? Part 1

This is my rant. Woot!

Okay, here goes.

To all the people I consider as friends throughout the past six years... Thanesh, Joel, Bobby, Erfan, Afiq, Ai Lyn, Lila, Lemina, Arvind, Xin & Chin, Kin Yen, Elton, Tengku, Anwar, Nel Sern, and various peoples I have either forgotten or are too lazy to write your freaking names, I MISS YOU GUYS ALREADY. Lolz :D ----> I likey this smiley.

To the peoples who I really DO NOT like... Melissa, Ratchana, Sharvin, Benjamin, and various peoples who I really cannot remember, YOU ALL MADE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL. Melissa for telling everyone that I had a crush on Thanesh (which I DON'T), Ratchana cause you're just plain mean, Benjamin for doing the same as Melissa AND telling Tengku that I liked him (which I DON'T), Sharvin also for the same reasons. HATEZ U ALL >:O

Teachers... YEAHH YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, Cikgu Hang Kasturi the COOLEST and you know why :D Thanks for the UPSR stuff and the teaching but hell, I don't care! I miss Pn Tan Sui Ching! My fav teacher eva!! :DDD

Oh, and specially to Erfan and Aziq who are the only two reading this... WE ARE THE THREE BLOGS-KATEERS! WOOT!!! :DDD

And, to all the people who thought I was weird... HELL YEAHH I'M WEIRD! I WEAR FINGERLESS GLOVES TO SCHOOL SOMETIMES SO CALL ME STRANGE, CAUSE I FREAKING AM!!! YEAHH :DDDDD

Last, MCR AND PATD ARE MY LIFE!!

I love Ryan Ross!!

xoxo T.

Haven't You People Ever Heard Of Closing The Goddamn Door?

Hey guys. How you been?

I could be worse. My day has been smooth sailing... right up till I got home.

Yeah, so what if I got straight A's in the national exams (UPSR) ?

Still, parents can be so irritating. They just can't understand what us kids do.

Sigh.

So, I have a surprise for my friends tomorrow. They don't know that because I got 5A's, I made this bet to cut my hair. In a bob.

Yes.

So, right now, my hair is so short, I can feel a breeze on the back of my head. Not my neck.

Ahaha, tomorrow is the last day of school for the SKSJ'ns. All Standard 6... I'll miss you guys, not!

I must post... a rant!

Not a rant. A rant. With blue font.

Meaning, later I will blog this speech to my fellow classmates who are not reading this so I can vent my anger on them instead of my guitar (which I don't want to 'accidentaly' burn again) .

So, right now, I'm listening to this irrisistably catchy song by Panic At The Disco called 'Build God, Then We'll Talk'. It's fantastic.

I, once again, shall give you the link. Ahaha, aren't I generous? Not!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrEq2GW9SHU&feature=related

So, there it is. The wonderfully weird song about a prostitute who cheats on her husband with a lawyer from the firm she works at, then gets caught by the cops.

Go, Google the lyrics or something. I'm too lazy to type it out. And, I don't think you guys would actually want them. Unless, you can't hear the song properly.

Brendon Urie has the best voice ever. And Ryan Ross can really sing too. Ahah, the videos I've been posting are from 2005. Their best concert on The Nothing Rhymes With Circus Tour.

So, here ends today's post.

And, now, I shall reveal my name. It is xxxxx .

Mwahaha. Okay, fine. It's Natasha, but please. Call me Tash.

Peace out, psychotic in. Woot!

xoxo Tash

PS Hah! Not so anonymous now, am I?
Wait. That sounded better in my head. Oh well.

We're Just A Wet Dream For The Webzine

Now, I bet ya'll are thinking, what's up with the blog title? Well, it all started from a song...

As I mentioned in my earlier post, I am a fan of Panic At The Disco. The name of the song I'm refering to is 'The Difference Between Suicide And Martyrdom Is Press Coverage'.

Now, don't get me wrong. I know the song has an extremely over-the-top tilte, but that's what makes it so interesting at first glance.

If you haven't heard the song before, go check it out.

And again, that is the origin of my blog title.

And later on, the titles of my posts-also this one and before- will be coming from random lyrics in their songs.

Big deal. Who cares anyway?

This was kind of a filler. I can't think of anything else and right now I'm watching a couple of videos from Panic At The Disco.

It was their DVD Live In Denver, The Nothing Rhymes With Circus Tour.

And if there really is something that rhymes with circus, let's not bring it up, kay?

The song that got to me the most was 'Camisado'. Even whilst somewhat distracted by the dancers Dusty and Katy Kay, I found the song to be slightly... enlightening.

It was written by the one and only, Ryan Ross, about his alcoholic father.

He had to go through a lot, just for his dad, who recently passed away early this year.

Knowing this made me tear up a little, watching the video.

I suggest you people with nothing to do go see it. NOW.

It's on YouTube. Here, I'll even post the link for ya. How nice am I? Not.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=XHq3F1urNjg

There it is.

Okay, signing off once more.Peace out, psychotic in.

xoxo Not Very Anymous

PS Just wait it out!

A Wonderful Caricature Of Intimacy

Hey there. I assume you don't know what this is about. Let's keep it that way, shall we?

Okay, first up, what do I say?

Alright, I'm just your average person, nothing less, nothing more. I am also bi. So what?

Okay, if you are some homophobic prick, I suggest you get the hell away from this blog.

So, I am aware that we are all going to die. Obviously.

Sigh.

Life sucks.

Here I am, sitting at the table, staring at the damn computer screen because I can think of absolutely nothing to write.

Bet ya'll are thinking, why the heck do you even have a blog?

Well, it's cause I need someone to listen.

Listen and understand.

I don't expect ayone to read this, so I don't really care what I put in here as long as my parents don't find my password. Eheh.

So, if you can see my profile picture, you may be able to notice two people standing extremely close to each other's faces.

If you are observant-and perhaps a Panic At The Disco fan-you will notice that they are Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie. If not, then I'll leave you to your imaginations.

I know, Rydon does not exist. So what? I like this picture. Ahahaha.

My friend Afiq has a blog on here. He posted this extremely stupid conversation between me, him and another friend named Erfan. We totally dissed the Jonas Brothers. Yeah!

By the way, if there really are people reading this, I am not crazy, I just want to be.

So, here ends the horrible introduction to my blog. Peace out and psychotic in.

xoxo Anonymous

PS Not for long!